RedFear (Holly)'s Page

This is me! The true, real, unadulterated self that was partly given me by the Powers that Are, and partially developed by myself, my personality, my learning, my decisions, my path and my life. I've moved around -a lot! I've travelled a fair bit. I enjoy 'my' places and discovering new ones. My places of peace are in England and Israel, my places of love yet some anger are Utah and Texas. As one of my dear Texan friends said to me once, "my picker is broken" when it comes to men and relations… Continue

The path seems to be changing, priorities are starting to become more clear but the answers are still far ahead. It's going to take quite a bit of work. I'm kind of wondering about my dislike of the color orange - odd, huh. I know it's meaning, I know the way orange works. So why do I dislike it? Continue

I'm going through some rather major hurtful and disruptive changes in life right now.... and a time of huge personal growth. They DO seem to go hand in hand, don't they. When I contemplate/meditate on the path ahead I'm seeing a rather large, deep mudpit blending into a bit firmer ground then a grove of trees with a somewhat meandering narrow path through it, a split wood fence to the right with an open field then more green trees. The first bit is obvious, the rest not quite so much. I'm not t… Continue