today is lonely. Hubby in CA working im stuck up here. Im struggling with studies and in a funk of sorts. I have meditated on this and have yet to get back on track yet.I have to see where im going to go after all this is said and done. I know hes doing well and working hard so he can be back by Yule. i need to find a person who can help me in my studies. I can read but cant apply what ive learned. thats where my problem is. if anyone is willig to lend a hand i would love it very much.