Wow! what a week I've had!
I had to disconect my phone, set my email fillter to stop a persons abusive emails; just because a person can't understand if you can't or won't be mindfull of negitive thoughts and let them free. Those thoughts then become beliefs and control your actions. According to this person's emails I'm a queer control freak that talks the talk but does not walk the walk and congers demons.
This was from a person that believes that we all are going to die on the 21 of December and that all women are sluts because they will not go out with him more than once. That he has the right to talk to anyone any way he choses, because he deems himself superior.
I've had dealings with so many psychopathic personalities before and it does wear you down; to the point that you want to refrain from interaction with other people because you do not know what personality type you going to be dealing with until it's too late.
You know that It's unwise to have a Lion in your home or mess with a rattle snake but what can you do about the most dangerous animal on this planet? Humans! You have to deal with their egos, lies, fantasies, judgements and then abuse.
I have never been that interested in the game of my "dick" is bigger than yours, that most people seem the need to play. To paraphrase an old saying from a classic film "I don't give a dam" what size of the dick you have, I just don't want it in my face.
I'm still trying to show to others the concept of love; not the biological type that so many are obsessed with; but the higher love of compassion and empathy. It's weird but to me it seems that the more I give of these things the more abuse I get in return.
I really need to feel some love myself at this moment but if abuse is the only payment I can expect, so be it. It will not stop me as this world needs all the love it can get.
So this Friday I will be starting all over again with the first meeting of my meditation group. I've had a few inquiries and live in hope that the people will turn up and not be a bunch of psychopaths.
PURPOSE BRINGS JOY
"Our purpose is hidden in our joy, our inspiration, our excitement. As we act on what shows up in our life our purpose shows up."
-- James King
For many of us, our joy is truly activated when we get a bigger picture of who we are and why we are here.
Most of us need to enlarge our self-concept. We may see ourselves as a bag of bones but, in truth, we are eternal, multi-faceted and multi-dimensional spiritual beings having a human experience. It's time to think of ourselves as much larger and grander than just a physical and emotional being confined in a body.
"There is no more important step you can take than to define your life's purpose. It develops your sense of belonging to our universe."
-- Arnold Patent