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As I sit under the bright full moon, light I can't help but to notice the wonderful feeling of calm and peace that I have.  The full moon effects me greatly and I have decided to keep a journal to attempt to control or at least attemp to figure out what works and what doesn't. 

 

Looking back on the last 3 days I can see I was out of control it is so hard to explain and even harder to put into words.  I do know that I could not enjoy the moon tonight and look forward to this weekend as much as I am with out going thru those hard times.

 

I've decided that perhaps I need to start a journal and what a better way to make sure I stay on track is with a blog :)  I think I will even refer to it as the crazy life of Nissa.

 

I have to say also I am so thankful for the warm thoughts and words that helped me get thru what I was going thru..I don't want to get into it all tonight I want to end this as it began with peace and calm.  With that said Bright Blessings to all ~Nissa

 

 

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Comment by Nissa on September 1, 2012 at 8:46pm
Meditation, controlled, breathing, exhaustion in resistance... I can't really tell you but it was really nice. Perhaps the time was just right and I really needed it? I hope I will be able to experience it again sometime.
Comment by Nissa on September 2, 2012 at 5:40pm

i have problems too.  Music helps and I also use chakra healing music to help with that.  Don't get me wrong I live in a very busy help and can not and do not meditate as much as I should.  But you should keep trying, read and try a lot of different things until the right one works for you.

Comment by Nissa on September 2, 2012 at 7:13pm
No honestly it distracts me to think of religion or spirituality while I am meditating. Neither of those relax me and bring more questions. I have been trying to gain control over myself and my thoughts. I have been diagnosed and undiagnosed diagnosed again. I have pretty my given up on drs and have been just looking into nothing specific but everything if that makes sense
Comment by Nissa on September 2, 2012 at 9:11pm
Depression, anxiety, dopamine levels always low, I have manic tendencies and to many more run in my family. My brother committed suicide. My mom and other brother tried bit didn't succeed thankfully. My brother's both have add and ADHD the one who died was scitzo I guess that is the one I'm most afraid of.
Comment by Nissa on September 2, 2012 at 11:42pm
I have not tried it I will have to look into it thank you. Perhaps I should look into more things natural like that to help with my own concious effort to regain and maintain lol.. it has really been a hard day today. I'm probably gonna have to take meds to go to sleep :(

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